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Showing posts from June, 2019

A New Chapter

Here I am with a whole new chapter.  I've taken rather a long break from blogging and pretty much the internet in general.

The past three years have been the most challenging of my entire life. There have been more downs then ups and at times I have felt like a tree swaying in a storm.

Over the past year my life has changed so much, most of it was unexpected changes. Most notably the breakdown of what I consider my longest lasting relationship, 13 years. A change I didn't see coming and never expected at all and it hit me like a thunderclap. I've had my heart broken many times before but this was something else. This was a life slapping you in the face and waking you up from a dream kind of situation. When I decided to end the relationship it was tough, I wondered if I had made the right decision. Things hadn't been working well for a while and I just decided that no matter how much I loved him, no matter how much we had been through together. It just wasn't workin…